To thine own self be true

Romans 8:28 - And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

our hands will eventually break everything that is beautiful

I am thankful for every breath I have, because Its given to me by God

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97gSR19pOcc&feature=player_embedded

" Ya im scared im terrified, im scared for everybody else. Im scared for those that dont know where theyre going when they die im scared for those who might think they know but they really dont and am especially scared for those of you who are distracted by this world. School, sports, girlfriends, boyfriends, ipods, this or that. Distracted by anything and everything satan can throw in front of them."

We love because He first loved us.-1 John 4:18

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

They say what goes up must come down, but don't let me fall

I don't love you, but I always will

I'm completely overwhelmed with my place in life right now. I found out news about a loved one that once again broke my heart. You can hope and pray that someone has changed but the same old shit puts them right back where they were and me right back to my doubtful ways. Its hard to see my parents deal with this by avoiding it. Its as though I'm the only one seeing it for what it is. He cant care enough to save himself let alone any of us from this pain. He thinks hes gotten better but he has so much more to do before coming close. The harder part was not facing what happened but having no one to talk to about it. It was as if I was drowning inside screaming for help but there was no one to reach out their hand. It is haunting me now as much as it did then. My life is a whirl of emotions. So many things are happening I can barely keep up. I have my dream job at my finger tips and I'm so exhaused I want to let it go. I realized I can't I need to step it up in all aspects of my life. It might be exhausting but I can have it all. Please dear God help me get through this and never lose my faith for with out it I'm pointless.

I'm Forgiven..

walk by faith, not by sight.

"we all die. the goal isnt to live forever but to create something that will"

I stood still, vision blurring, and in that moment, I heard my heart break. It was a small, clean sound, like the snapping of a flower’s stem.

When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise.
The things you give up to Christ (e.g. control of your own life) are things you couldn't keep anyway, but the things you gain as a result of faith in Christ (e.g. eternal life) are things you cannot lose.

Don’t be afraid to keep moving on,
For what was before, now has gone,
God wants to accomplish so much more,
But we need to move forward in the Lord. <3

Never forget but always forgive. Love defeats all.